Sucks to be me now. I am really scared you might just leave me for her. Now that you guys been talking, sigh I don't know. But I feel really insecure. Like you might fall for her and forget me eventually. Well you used to like her. I don't know how you might be feeling whenever you talked to her. All I know is that, I'm just scared you might fall in love with her all over again. Yes it's ridiculous to feel this way, but I can't help but to feel this way. You might be getting over me and wanna be with her? I don't know. I feel very insecure. You don't know how much my heart drops seeing you do things which affects me so much. I'm sorry I over react. I can't help it myself. It's like you don't seem to be interested in us anymore. I'm sure as hell am afraid to lose you, I don't know bout you tho. I bet you'd be ok to walk away from this. I don't know. I guess I should care less and let you do things you want to. Guess I shouldn't be so affected with the things you do. Guess I should be ok with all the things you do, and forget bout it. I don't know what to do right now.

I'm not that strong anymore avi, I'm not. But all I know is that I love you, more than you can ever imagine.